Finlay Donovan Knocks ‘Em Dead


Rating: 
⭐⭐⭐⭐.5
Author: Elle Cosimano
Genres: Mystery
Pub. Date: Feb. 2022 (read Feb. 2022 on Audible)
Series: Finlay Donovan is Killing It #2

Finlay Donovan Is Killing It was an impulse purchase for me last year and I ended up really loving it, so this was one of my most anticipated reads for 2022. I can’t help but always compare this book to a train wreck because the plot goes off the rails in the most out of control way and I just can’t look away from it!

Finlay Donovan is not high brow literature in any sense, but it’s one of the most fun mystery thrillers I’ve ever read. It reminds me a lot of How to Get Away with Murder in that the plot keeps escalating so quickly that it’s hard to imagine how your characters got here, but unlike HTGAWM, Finlay Donovan never takes itself too seriously. Cosimano creates the most hilarious characters and has a heavy dose of comic relief, so even though the plot is super compelling, it’s never dark or bleak. 

Finlay Donovan Knocks ‘Em Dead isn’t quite as strong as the first book, but I still think it’s a romping good time. It starts off a little bit slower and I got frustrated by Finlay and Vero keeping secrets from one another, but the plot picks up quickly and they get back to the same kind of shenanigans as the first book. If you get annoyed by characters who miscommunicate and make stupid decisions, then this book is probably not for you, but if you’re here for a super fast-paced good time then I think you will like this sequel.

I don’t want to say too much about it because it’s definitely one of those books you should read blind, but I just wanted to say that, Damn, I was into Nick in this book. I couldn’t really remember him from the first book, but he made a nice addition to this storyline. The only thing I thought could be improved was that the author/book writing plot aspect was too deja-vu from the last book. We get a new mystery, but some of the plot still felt recycled from the first book. 

The ending makes it pretty clear that we’ll be back for a 3rd book and I will 100% be continuing with this series. Highly recommend the audiobook, the narrator is excellent!

Every Book I Read in 2021

As usual, I’m very late posting this, but I was also very far behind on my reviews from 2021. I’ve now posted all the reviews I’m planning on writing about the books I read in 2021 (I wish I’d reviewed them all, but sadly I missed a bunch that I read in the summer and couldn’t remember them well enough to review). Posting the full list here since I’ll be removing it from the dropdown menu. However, you can of course still search all these books by title, author, rating, and genre under Book Reviews!

  1. Mansfield Park – Jane Austen
  2. The Wild Heavens – Sarah Louise Butler
  3. Emma – Jane Austen
  4. The Midnight Library – Matt Haig
  5. Nice Try, Jane Sinner – Lianne Oelke
  6. A Curious Beginning (Veronica Speedwell #1) – Deanna Raybourn
  7. A Perilous Undertaking (Veronica Speedwell #2) – Deanne Raybourn
  8. The Woman They Could Not Silence – Kate Moore
  9. Two Trees Make a Forest – Jessica J. Lee
  10. His & Hers – Alice Feeney
  11. A Court of Mist & Fury (ACOTAR #2) – Sarah J. Maas
  12. A Court of Wings & Ruin (ACOTAR #3) – Sarah J. Maas
  13. The Mermaid from Jeju – Sumi Hahn
  14. The Four Winds – Kristin Hannah
  15. A Treacherous Curse (Veronica Speedwell #3) – Deanna Raybourn
  16. Butter Honey Pig Bread – Francesca Ekwuyasi
  17. Elatsoe – Darcie Little Badger
  18. A Dangerous Collaboration (Veronica Speedwell #4) – Deanna Raybourn
  19. The Kindest Lie – Nancy Johnson
  20. If I Tell You the Truth – Jasmin Kaur
  21. SLAM – Nikita Gill
  22. Jane Eyre – Charlotte Bronte
  23. Honey Girl – Morgan Rogers
  24. Infinite Country – Patricia Engel
  25. The Lost Vintage – Ann Mah
  26. Finlay Donovan is Killing It – Elle Casimano
  27. Firekeeper’s Daughter – Angeline Boulley
  28. With You All the Way – Cynthia Hand
  29. A Murderous Relation (Veronica Speedwell #5) – Deanna Raybourn
  30. Lovely War – Julie Berry
  31. Brooklyn – Colm Toibin
  32. On the Jellicoe Road – Melina Marchetta
  33. What’s Mine and Yours – Naima Coster
  34. Swimming Back to Trout River – Linda Rui Feng
  35. The Lost Apothecary – Sarah Penner
  36. Detransition, Baby – Torrey Peters
  37. Of Women and Salt – Gabriela Garcia
  38. Snow Flower and the Secret Fan – Lisa See
  39. Luster – Raven Leilani
  40. Park Bagger – Marlis Butcher
  41. Five Little Indians – Michelle Good
  42. The Push – Ashley Audrain
  43. The Final Revival of Opal & Nev – Dawnie Walton
  44. Malibu Rising – Taylor Jenkins Reid
  45. Bad Blood – John Carreyou
  46. The House in the Cerulean Sea – T.J. Klune
  47. Keep Her Safe – K.A. Tucker
  48. Consent – Annabel Lyon
  49. Crying in H Mart – Michelle Zauner
  50. Damnation Spring – Ash Davidson
  51. We Are the Brennans – Tracey Lange
  52. The Ones We’re Meant to Find – Joan He
  53. What Comes After – Joanna Tompkins
  54. The Strangers – Katherena Vermette
  55. Please Don’t Sit on my Bed in your Outside Clothes – Phoebe Robinson
  56. Fight Night – Miriam Toews
  57. Apples Never Fall – Liane Moriarty
  58. Once There Were Wolves – Charlotte McConaghy
  59. Where Hope Comes From – Nikita Gill
  60. Em – Kim Thuy
  61. We Are Okay – Nina LaCour
  62. In My Own Moccasins – Helen Knott
  63. An Embarrassment of Critch’s – Mark Critch
  64. You Better Be Lightning – Andrea Gibson
  65. She Who Became the Sun – Shelley Parker-Chan
  66. This is How you Lose the Time War – Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone
  67. Talking to Canadians – Rick Mercer
  68. Black Girls Must Die Exhausted – Jayne Allen
  69. All the Young Dudes Vol. 1 – MsKingBean89
  70. The House on Mango Street – Sandra Cisneros
  71. All the Young Dudes Vol. 2 – MsKingBean89

Running Wild

Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Author: K.A. Tucker
Genres: Fiction
Pub. Date: Jan. 2022 (read Feb. 2022)
Series: Wild #3

I’m honestly quite shocked to say that I loved Running Wild. I feel like the tagline of this book should be “don’t write it off, give it a try”, because even the author felt like she had to convince her readers that they should care and want to read about Marie. That was never the problem for me though. It never really bothered me that Marie was into Jonah, though I know some people were really offended by it. Her and Jonah were good friends and who isn’t disappointed when the friend they were hoping to be ‘end game’ with doesn’t pan out. As Marie uses to defend her actions, I always thought she was “only human”. 

So I wasn’t nervous to read this book out of a fear of not liking Marie, more I was worried that it wouldn’t live up to how much I love the books that came before. I’ve read a few of Tucker’s other books outside this series and I didn’t like any of them. It wasn’t even so much that I didn’t care for them, I actively didn’t like them and it made me question how she can get some of her books so wrong and continue to get this series so right. I have loved everything she has done with this series, it’s honestly like she can’t go wrong. In her bio, Tucker describes herself as writing “captivating stories with an edge”, and I think what I like about these books is that they are NOT that. What makes them captivating to me is the very fact that they do not have an edge at all. In some ways they are even mundane, but it’s that they’re so honest and genuine in their telling and that the mundane is actually incredibly relatable. 

Running Wild is the third book (fourth if you count the novella) in the Simple Wild series. The first two books focus on the love story of Calla and Jonah, which Tucker concludes in the novella. Running Wild is the first book about Jonah’s friend Marie, a side character in the early books. She was in love with Jonah before Calla and is sidelined in the original books. She is heartbroken that she isn’t the one for Jonah, but genuinely happy to see him so happy and tries very hard to set aside her feelings for him. But even though she’s been able to move on from Jonah, she is now 38 years old and mostly sad and afraid that she’s going to miss out on her own great love story. She desperately wants to get married and have children, but she doesn’t want to settle. She wants her own fireworks and passion, but she can’t ignore that her biological clock is still ticking.

Enter Tyler, a competitive musher who has just moved to Alaska to race in the 1000 mile Iditarod dog sled race. Marie and Tyler get off on the wrong foot after a misunderstanding, but quickly realize they were both wrong and begin to question their feelings for one another. The problem is, Tyler is still pining over someone else and is only interested in being friends, while Marie is not willing to go down that road again after Jonah. 

I don’t think I can get into talking about this book without getting into spoilers, but I can assure you it is absolutely worth your time to read. Like the Simple Wild and Wild at Heart, I don’t believe that Running Wild is a romance book at its core. It’s really a book about finding yourself, but also knowing yourself, which I think is just as powerful. At 38, Marie has already discovered a lot about who she is and this book is more about her knowing herself and knowing what she wants. She still questions herself, but it’s also about the maturity to know when to protect your heart and when to chase after something you want. 

So if you don’t want spoilers, I suggest you go read my review of The Simple Wild instead and pick up a copy of this series as fast as possible! Okay, let’s get into it. Spoilers ahead
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First off, this book is definitely a slow burn. It didn’t surprise me that much, but I was surprised how little Tyler seemed to feature in it. We meet him quickly and get to know him at the Iditarod competition, and then he somewhat vanishes from the narrative when he offers Marie friendship and she declines him. Instead, we spend a lot of time with Marie’s family and I can tell you, I adored this just as much!

I could maybe see some readers finding this to be a bit boring, but it’s where my comment about the mundane and relatability come into play. Marie’s family dynamic seemed at times so loving and at times so frustrating – exactly like a real family. I loved her parents for their unconditional sacrifices for their children and I was frustrated by her sisters’ shortsightedness and frankly, selfishness. They had all the love and tension of any family – people who love you more than anyone else in the world, but also drive you crazy. We want to support our sisters, but sometimes it also feels like we need to compete with them and complicated relationships can grow between parents and each of their children. Marie’s future is put in an uncomfortable position by her family when they want to sell her business and while you felt bad for her, you could also totally empathize with why her family might ask that of her. 

No one wants to give up their home and business, but it’s also not up to our parents to provide for us forever and despite wanting to give the best to their children, it’s also reasonable to want to cash in on some of your own happiness when you retire. This is something I feel like I haven’t seen portrayed in many books, at least not in the sensitive way that it is in this book. I feel like these types of scenarios in other stories are often motivated by a feeling of resentment of a bad relationship that a character had with their parents. Marie’s predicament isn’t motivated by any of these things, but rather by honest love and respect that this family has for one another and the desire of both Marie and her parents for the other to be happy and taken care of. I thought it was really beautiful and even though it’s not quite resolved, I liked that there was really no easy fix. That’s what made her family so relatable. There’s not always an easy answer or a happily ever after, eventually we often end up having to find a compromise that works for both parties. 

Now let’s talk about Tyler because this story also really worked for me. When I first read the synopsis and read that Tyler wanted to just be friends, I wasn’t really interested in going down that road again. I figured he had an ex that he was trying to get over and I wasn’t really interested in reading a story about someone who comes around to love Marie (I wanted them to just love her). But Tyler’s hang up is that his wife died. In some ways this is even harder because as Marie says, how is she supposed to compete with a ghost? It’s not possible. But in this story, it just kind of worked. Tyler genuinely likes Marie for who she is – there’s never really any discussion about him comparing her to Mila or vice versa. He loved his wife and now unfortunately she is gone, and now he also loves Marie. It’s both complicated and uncomplicated. I felt bad for both him and Marie having to navigate that kind of heartbreak, but also that it’s something that could be worked through with time and respect. 

The only thing that irked me a bit was when he asked her on a date only to basically dump her again the next day after they had sex (unprotected sex – which was also irksome – let’s not pretend people are just willing to knock people up like it’s nothing). I understood that it was hard for him being with someone else and feeling like he was betraying the memory of his family, but at the same time, I wish he’d had the maturity to just ask to take it slow, rather than to cut it off altogether. Especially when he then does another 180 as soon as she starts dating someone else. I didn’t trust that he wouldn’t just keep dicking her around again while he tried to work out his demons. He needed to be in therapy to work on himself before he would be properly ready to be there for Marie. Also, I didn’t love when they had sex in the truck. I was too much, too fast after such a slow burn. I wish they just kissed – but whatever, I guess we’re all adults here and it sounded like it had probably been a few years since either of them had let off some steam.

My only other minor complaint is that I think the plot moved a little too quickly at the end after such a slow pace throughout. I would have liked to take a bit more time building up the relationship before parting ways with these lovely characters. In some ways I hope Tucker writes another book about Marie and Tyler, and in some ways I don’t think we need it. But I didn’t think we needed Wild at Heart either and I ended up loving it. Tucker seems to excel in this setting and I think there’s a lot more we could glean from Marie and Tyler, so it might be worth the investment.

In conclusion, the simplicity of The Simple Wild series is what makes it so special for me. Tucker isn’t afraid to tackle complex human emotions, but she does it in the most relatable settings. I think it demonstrates that we don’t need wild storylines to trigger those complex emotions because it’s complex people that trigger wild emotions in our own normal, mundane, and everyday lives. Fill your life with those kinds of people.

Great Cicle

Rating: ⭐⭐⭐.5
Author: Maggie Shipstead
Genres: Historical Fiction
Pub. Date: May 2021 (read Feb. 2022 on Audible)

I feel like I have a lot to say about Great Circle, so I will do my best to capture my thoughts on this giant book, keeping in mind that it took me more than a month to read, so some of the early details are already a little fuzzy.

If you’re looking for epic historical fiction, this is definitely it. This book has been calling my name for a while, but I was a little intimidated by it’s 600+ page length. Eventually I decided to buy it on Audible because I’d been flying through my credits faster than I could earn them and thought a 26 hour audiobook would slow me down (I was right).

Great Circle is the comprehensive story of fictional pilot Marian Graves, who grew up in the midwest in the 1920’s and 1930’s, with the dream of one day becoming a pilot. Her life spans prohibition and World War II and she eventually attempts to circumnavigate the globe from pole to pole. In the last leg of her journey she disappears and is never heard from again. In present day, her story inspires a movie and famous actress Hadley Baxter is cast to play Marian. The book is predominantly about Marian, but it does switch back and forth from Marian’s to Hadley’s timeline. 

When I say this is a comprehensive look at Marian’s life, I mean it. The book starts by introducing us to her parents before they meet and covers every aspect of her life. She loses her parents as infants and she and her twin brother Jamie grow up in Montana with their Uncle Wallace, who is an artist and an alcoholic. As her twin, Jamie also features heavily in the story and we get to watch the two of them grow up.

From the first time she sees a plane, Marian wants nothing more than to be a pilot. She quits school to save money for flying lessons and her aspirations end up taking her all over the world. I feel like I could expand so much on the plot because it’s so substantial and so much happens between her childhood and her epic journey around the world. but this is meant to be a review rather than a summary so let’s talk about what I did and didn’t like. 

Most importantly, I liked Marian. She is a fascinating character. She is driven by her ambitions, which are so different from many women of the day that I couldn’t help but admire her. She wants nothing more than to be free, but is consistently limited by the constraints of her circumstance and sex. She has a limited moral compass when it comes to the means that will enable her to achieve her desires and she’s prepared to run at life with both arms wide open.

Second, I liked how much history this book covers, from World War I to prohibition, to pioneer Alaska and World War II. It is incredibly ambitious in scope and I really felt like I was living someone’s whole life. Sometimes the plot got a little carried away with too much depth about side characters, but at the same time, it made me feel totally enmeshed in Marian’s world to also be surrounded by the stories of her family.

Finally, I liked a lot of the themes explored. As a female pilot, gender is a key constraint in Marian’s life. Whereas Jamie is free to go off and pursue art and women and build the life he wants, she hits roadblocks and compromises every step in the way. But I loved that while she gives a lot of herself, she was still able to recognize some parts of her life that she would refuse to allow to be transactional. Namely that she did not want children. It’s pretty radical for a woman in the 1930’s to be opposed to having children, but I liked that she was unwilling to compromise this key part of herself and that it’s ultimately what motivates her to pursue a better fortune.

It’s going to sound weird to say, but I loved Barclay McQueen. And by love, I mean I loved the brilliance of Maggie Shipstead in creating a character that I hated so much with every fiber of my being. Barclay was the perfect foil in this story. His wealth and desire and entitlement highlighted everything that was enraging about men and sex in this era (and many era’s thereafter). Because of the structure of the timelines, you ultimately know how the story is going to end from the beginning and you know Marian must eventually rid herself of Barclay, but the satisfaction of her finally taking back control of her life is so freaking cathartic. Yet at the same time, I lamented Barclay because I felt no other character was able to drive the tension and conflict in the story quite as successfully as he did. He’s a character you love to hate and his absence was mildly disappointing in that he is what inspired such strength in Marian’s character. 

Then there’s the journey around the world. There’s a lot that happens with the war in between that I didn’t find particularly compelling, but oh boy, Shipstead had me in Antarctica. Ruth was an interesting character, but I felt that she was more of a stepping stone to introduce Eddie Bloom and how I loved him! I thought Marian was going to break my heart at the end, but it was Eddie who decimated it. He was such a sweet soul and serves to highlight just how unfair the world can be, in more ways than one. We know how this is going to end from the beginning, and yet I’d never really thought to stop and consider the implications, to consider the heartbreak we are barreling towards throughout 600 pages. 

So what didn’t I like? A few things, but mostly the length. I feel this has been a common refrain for me this year. I’m getting to the point where I don’t want to read waffle anymore and I admire an author who is able to be concise. In the case of this book, it wasn’t so much about length as being compelling. In some ways, I think length works for this book. Because it’s so large in scope, length contributes to the feeling of really knowing this person by spending a lot of time with them. My complaint is more that frankly, some of this was really boring. I didn’t even mind that the story starts with a saga about Marian’s parents because it was interesting enough, but we spend a lot of time with Marian learning to fly, Jamie and his art, and a whole lot of nothing about world war II. I just wanted the writing in these sections to be a little tighter. I appreciated Shipstead writing about Marian’s traumas and triumphs because they gave so much depth to her character, but I felt like she needed more secondary characters like Barclay to really drive the story. I felt like the book lost a lot of its tension once Marian goes to Alaska and it didn’t really get it back until near the end of the war. 

The other part I didn’t really like was Hadley. I understand now that I’ve finished the book why Hadley was included, but I didn’t really think her necessary. Honestly, her entire story could have been cut from this book and it wouldn’t have substantially changed anything – I just would have been happier because then it would have been shorter. I wasn’t really interested in Hadley at all and her tie to Marian felt pretty irrelevant in the greater scheme of things. Her story doesn’t really even focus that much on the filming of the movie and I couldn’t bring myself to care about her personal drama – Marian was a more well realized character and I was only interested in spending time in her timeline. 

Overall, it’s all leaving me at a bit of a loss for how to rate the book. What I liked, I loved, and what I didn’t like, I really didn’t like. I’d kind of like to talk about the ending because it was so surprising, but at the same time, I don’t have a lot to say about it. I wanted to love Caleb, but struggled a lot with his character. Marian goes through some pretty traumatic sexual experiences and though I think in some ways, her and Caleb were both victims, I still found it difficult to overlook how he manipulated her when they were young. 

The other thing that was disappointing to me (though I only fault myself for this) was the realization that Marian Graves was not a real person. For some reason I thought this was based on a true story for 95% of the book. It made it easier for me to accept some of the plot decisions because I thought the author was just following the natural trajectory of Marian’s life. Knowing now that the whole thing was fictional – it explains a lot – but I wish the author had made some different choices in the storytelling.

Anyways, I think it’s a solid 3.5 star read. I’m going to rate it up because I thought there were moments where the characterization and writing really shone and I can see why it was shortlisted for the Booker. It wasn’t quite what I wanted it to be though and I think sometimes it did get lost in its “epic” scope, but otherwise, a very compelling read.

Olga Dies Dreaming

Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐
Author: Xochitl Gonzalez
Genres: Fiction
Pub. Date: Jan. 2022 (read Feb. 2022)

Olga Dies Dreaming is a new release that immediately caught my eye. Even from the synopsis, I had a bit of trouble figuring out what it was about, but it appeared to be a family drama and immigration story centered around Hurricane Maria, and I was very intrigued.

Unfortunately, after starting it the plot didn’t really become any clearer, but the writing was really sharp and smart and I was still intrigued with the characters. This is definitely a character driven novel rather than a plot driven novel, to the point that I could see some people really struggling with it, even those who love character driven stories (which I do). The synopsis made it seem to me as if the story would revolve around Hurricane Maria, but it’s more what we’re propelling towards throughout the narrative. If you think of this as a family drama centered around 2 siblings of Puerto Rican descent, who’ve been abandoned by their mother, I think it will be a bit easier to get into it.

Because at its core, this is really about a relationship between two adult siblings, Olga and Prieto, and how their lives have been influenced by their mother leaving in their adolescence. Olga is now a wedding planner who designs elaborate ceremonies and receptions for her ultra wealthy clients, sometimes blurring the line between what’s reasonable and ethical to charge for. Prieto is a congressman who’s built his career around building up their borough in Brooklyn, but who is haunted by secrets he feels he has to keep from both his constituents and his family. While they’re now both in their 40’s, the abandonment by their mother in their teens to go fight for Puerto Rican independence (and her continued influence from afar), leaves both siblings feeling inadequate.

As they navigate their careers, relationships, and choices, we are the whole while barreling towards Hurricane Maria, which decimates the island state of Puerto Rico. Highlighting the disparity between Puerto Rico and other American States and how the island has been abused by the ultra rich to further benefit themselves at the expense of poor Puerto Ricans.

Like I said, this book is smart. It’s political and I struggled to keep up sometimes with a lot of the ideology presented, but I liked that the author wasn’t afraid to just go there and trust her readers to come along for the ride. I think this is really impressive for a debut novel – the author definitely knows how to “show, don’t tell” and wasn’t intimated to explore some complex themes. In addition, Olga and Prieto made for really interesting character studies. I honestly had no idea where this book was going at any point in time and both of the characters are extremely flawed, and yet I wanted them to succeed so badly. Despite it being hard to pinpoint the plot, there was a lot going on in this book. It is a thoughtful exploration of race, class, wealth, gender, sexuality, heritage, family, love, and so much more. It’s honestly overwhelming to think of everything Gonzales includes in the story without ever making it seem overwhelming.

Really I think it’s the writing that makes this stand out. I can’t say it was the most memorable book I’ve ever read, and yet it left me with a lot to think about. I don’t think it will be for everyone because it’s not a quickly digestible read and requires some reflection, but I would definitely recommend and will be watching to see what else Gonzales releases in the future. More books like this please!