
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐
Author: Heather Fawcett
Genres: Middle Grade, Fiction
Pub. Date: Jun. 2023
I finally finished it!
I’ve been working on this book for literal months. I’m shocked because it’s so beloved, but I found it incredibly slow moving and frankly boring. I was only able to finish it because I switched to a library audiobook for the last 100 pages. It did get a lot more compelling towards the end, but I’m not sure if it’s that the plot got more interesting or that it worked better as an audiobook. I listened to the sample months ago and thought I didn’t like the narrator at all, but actually, she did a pretty good job.
I do get why people like this book. I found it to be incredibly tedious, but I can still acknowledge that Ferrante is a perceptive author. I’m not ready to say she’s talented because of how slow the writing is, but her examination of relationships and conflict is very well done. I felt that she examined every facet of Lila and Elena’s friendship and every emotion that makes us human. Their relationship is very complicated, with both girls oscillating between admiration and jealousy. Elena’s infatuation with Lila results in an imbalance in their friendship and heavily influences the way she views herself. She wants to be like Lila, and her constant comparison between them only leads to her own unhappiness. Likewise, I believe that Lila knows she will never truly measure up to her brilliant friend and seeks to control Elena in other ways to maintain her own sense of self-worth.
At least, that was my interpretation of their friendship. But it’s so nuanced that I was never sure if these girls secretly loved or hated one another. I think there is a genuine friendship there, but it’s buried under many layers of conflicting feelings.
Ferrante goes incredibly in depth to the lives of Lila and Elena. While I found it quite boring for most of the book, I think it does contribute to the success of the story. Ferrante lives and breathes this world. It is incredibly well realized and nuanced, and I felt that I was living Elena’s life rather than just reading about it. This depth brings the characters to life, and I’ve always felt that a well realized set of minor characters is what makes a world so compelling.
I debated quitting this book around the 200-page mark and several people encouraged me to keep going. I wanted to finish, but I was pretty convinced I wouldn’t continue the series. I do admit to feeling the pull to continue now that I’ve finished. It reminds me of State of Wonder by Ann Patchett. The content couldn’t be more different, but it also took me months to finish State of Wonder, and when I did finish it, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Even though I didn’t enjoy most of the reading experience, it made for a memorable book. I have a sneaking suspicion that may be the case with this book, so I’ll give it a few days and see if I want to keep going. I’ll definitely be continuing with audiobook if I do – I am a little intrigued.
Side note: what kind of author names their main character their actual name? This mystified me.



