Meet Me at the Lake

Rating: ⭐.5
Author: Carley Fortune
Genres: Romance, Fiction
Pub. Date: May 2023

So…. I can’t lie, I hated this. I’m literally offended this book made it to the Canada Reads shortlist. Read the other selections over this one.

I don’t give books 1 star unless they’re actually offensive, but this was so disappointing. I read Carley Fortune’s first book, Every Summer After, earlier this year, and despite one key plot point that I hated, I really liked the book. It’s one of the best Friends to Lovers stories I’ve ever read and it would have been a slam dunk but for the big ugly cheating incident. 

Meet Me at the Lake sounded a lot like Every Summer After from the beginning: they’re both second chance romance, they’re both set in Ontario lake country, and they both open with a parent death and center on grief. Second chance romance isn’t my favourite trope, but I do like it when it’s believable and done right, like in Every Summer After. So I was happy to pick this up and read another book set in Canada. 

In Meet Me at the Lake, our protagonists, Fern and Will, meet for a day in Toronto in their early twenties. Their time together is brief, but they leave a lasting impact on one another’s lives. Fast forward 10 years and Will shows up at Fern’s family resort after the death of her mother and the two have the opportunity to reconnect and heal past hurts. 

It was like this book took everything I liked about Every Summer After and threw it away, only focusing on all the parts I disliked. 10 years is simply too long for this kind of second chance romance. I believe it in Every Summer After because Carley Fortune sold me on such a beautiful childhood friendship and bond, but Fern and Will are brief moments in one another’s lives. They don’t really know anything meaningful about one another and it’s insulting to paint them as star crossed lovers who really understand each other after spending less than 24 hours together. 

I thought Will was absolutely insufferable, acting like he knew what Fern wants when he only spent a day with her 10 years ago. Why try and sell us on Fern’s desire to build something for herself, only to push her in the complete opposite direction later? I don’t care if he was supporting his sister, he was such a flake to Fern. It wasn’t obvious to me why he showed up at the resort or why he stayed. He flip flopped around so much – one minute he has no interest in Fern, then he desperately wants her, only to turn around again and reject her. He treated her like garbage and then the author has the audacity to make Fern chase after him and try to win him back in the final scenes? NO THANK YOU!

My biggest problem with this book was that it’s incredibly boring. The single day Will and Fern spend together is extremely stretched out considering how little of note actually happens; and the present day storyline focused way too much on the minutiae of the resort to be at all compelling. It took me so long to read the book because I felt like nothing was happening and I was so bored. Will is boring, Fern is boring, I honestly have no idea what these two characters see in each other or why they fell in love. Neither of them is particularly memorable. Maybe that’s why they fall in love – because they both have the personality of a boiled potato – I didn’t believe any part of their love story. There’s a side plot with Fern’s mom and her dad and her mom’s lover, but it added very little to the story and it wasn’t compelling either. 

To round off this review, I obviously have to come at Carley Fortune for the cheating trope because she clearly has no idea where the line is! Maybe I’m old fashioned, but the amount of emotional cheating in both of her books is unbelievable. She limits the physical cheating to one key scene, but why are her protagonists always attached to other people when they fall in love? Why do they seem to think it’s fine to emotionally cheat on their partners? I’m mystified. Honestly, I loved Every Summer After so much I think I’d be willing to give Fortune another try? But I seriously hated this so much, I’m not sure if it’s worth it. I do not recommend this. Go read Every Summer After instead.

Happy Place

Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐
Author: Emily Henry
Genres: Romance, Fiction
Pub. Date: April 2023

At this point, I feel like Emily Henry needs no introduction. She’s become one of the most popular contemporary romance writers and I continue to be a fan of her storytelling style. First and foremost, I find her romances to be incredibly believable, and I love that even though romance is central to the plot, there’s always a lot of other issues going on in her stories. She has captured some pretty heavy themes in her books and despite the name, I think Happy Place is her saddest book to date.

Harriet and Wyn have been separated for 6 months, but they haven’t worked up the courage to tell their friends yet. When they find out that their friend Sabrina is selling her family cottage in Maine, the 6 friends meet up at the cottage for one last hurrah at Harriet’s ‘happy place’. The problem is, Harriet and Wyn don’t want to bring down the party with their break-up, so they pretend to still be together until the end of the trip.

I’m sure you can guess how this goes. It’s both as predictable as you expect, while also being surprisingly unpredictable and heartbreaking. Parts of this book really worked for me, while other parts didn’t. I don’t mind a good fake dating scenario, but I’m not a fan of the miscommunication trope, which this book definitely had. 

Harriet and Wyn’s love story worked for me. I loved the flashbacks and getting to know how they fell in love. It was really soft and believable and the two characters had undeniable chemistry. I also liked the inclusion of so many secondary characters. The storyline about finding a group of people you connect with and then having to grow up and go in different life directions is very relatable and I think it brought more depth to the story. 

Emily Henry is good at creating really complex dynamics between her characters in a very sad kind of way. Sometimes no matter how much we love another person, there are just pieces of our lives that will never be compatible. It’s important to give and take, but not at the expense of the core of who we are. Henry weaves these intricacies into her characters in a way that you legitimately wonder if they will be able to reconcile and make it work in the end. Harriet and Wyn never had a problem of loving each other, but they struggle with being the person that the other needs. They are both people pleasers to the extent that they sabotage their own happiness. 

It’s a compelling story and I sped through it, but having some time to reflect, there were definitely some aspects about it that I didn’t like. Mostly it was to do with the rest of the friend group. I thought the concept for the book was great, but in practice, I didn’t think any of the secondary characters were very well developed. I never really got a sense of who any of the friends were, except for Sabrina at the end. Nobody was very fleshed out and because of this, it was hard to empathize with any of them. 

Honestly, I thought Sabrina was terrible. Without giving anything away, I thought she made some really questionable choices and while I understood that in theory, her decisions were made from a place of love, it didn’t excuse her for playing God with her friends’ emotions and generally being so manipulative. Had her character been a little better developed, I might have understood her better, but all 4 of the friends felt like shells of people to me. 

Second, as much as I love Harriet and Wyn, I thought the ending was a bit frustrating. Just talk to each other and say what you really mean instead of constantly making assumptions about the others motivations and feelings. At the end of the day, these two still had a lot to learn about each other and it was just kind of sad that despite being together so long and loving each other so much, they had no real understanding of each other’s psyche or emotional state. 

Finally, this book was just too sad. There’s a time and a place for really sad and emotional books, but a contemporary romance with a hot pink cover with happy cartoon beach goers is not it. You should absolutely have highs and lows in your narrative, but I really think you need a certain level of balance so that the entire book doesn’t read as sad and nostalgic. Harriet and Wyn had a lot of happy moments in the earlier days of their relationship, but the present day narrative was just so sad that it overwhelmed the rest of the book. If you’re going to bring your reader low, you have to have a recovery plan. This book was depressing from start to finish and as much as I loved the characters, it left me feeling sad and overwhelmed rather than hopeful. 

I still really liked it. If you’re an EH fan, definitely pick this one up, but it’s not the kind of romance I would be in a rush to re-read. Book Lovers remains my favourite to date, but I will 100% be reading Emily’s next book, Funny Story.

Adelaide

Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐
Author: Genevieve Wheeler
Genres: Fiction
Pub. Date: April 2023

I don’t know what to make of this book. I was intrigued when it popped up on Book of the Month because a lot of the reviews talk about how messed up the narrative is. It’s been compared to Sally Rooney, who I’ve been wanting to read, so I decided to try it out. I’d love to know if this is actually comparable to Sally Rooney from someone who’s read both though, because as much as I liked it, I need to emotionally prepare myself to read Sally Rooney if that is the case.

Adelaide is the unremarkable story of a white American girl who moves to London for her Masters degree and falls in love with both the city and a boy named Rory Hughes. Despite their initial attraction, Rory is emotionally unavailable and as Adelaide falls more and more in love with him, she gives up more of herself to this man who seems unable to love her back. After a shocking event sends both of them careening, their mental health suffers and both must learn how to cope and live in the world, with or without each other. 

I was expecting this story to be more shocking than it turns out to be. I was expecting either psychological trauma along the lines of Gone Girl or physical abuse. What you get instead is a very real story about a woman who gives too much of herself to a man incapable of appreciating it or walking a mile in her shoes. I hated Rory, but I loved the way he is portrayed. This is the kind of ongoing micro-abuse that is so hard to pinpoint and articulate in the moment. You can overlook an insensitive comment or an ignored text in isolation, but over time they add up to make a woman feel extremely neglected. The hurts are minor enough that any adverse reaction to them seems like an over-reaction or “crazy” behavior, but frequent enough that they will drive a person nuts over time.

Adelaide gives so much of herself to this man. He is generally only honest with her about his feelings and while that hurts, I think most people would say they prefer honesty to false proclamations of love. Rory is hurting, but he fails to acknowledge Adelaide’s own struggles and she completely empties her tank on a man who gives her no emotional support in return. He needs for Adelaide to always be a bright spot for him to lean on, without ever recognizing that Adelaide also has her own emotional needs. Read as a 300 page narrative, it’s easy to see where Rory goes wrong, but I do believe that as a lived experience, a lot of women excuse or overlook these kinds of behaviours.

So ultimately I think I did really like this. I got frustrated with Adelaide for putting up with Rory’s crap, but I never blamed her for it. I think it’s easy to get lost in your love for another person and she’s never been properly loved by a man in the past. She was also lacking in family support, but I loved the inclusion of so many meaningful female friendships in her life. I think the author really captured the unselfish nature of a really good friendship between women and captured the reality of those lost years in your 20’s when you’re finished school and trying to live as much of life as you can before inevitably having to “settle down”.

The only thing I didn’t really like is that I think the overall atmosphere of the book is a bit pretentious. I had no problem empathizing with Adelaide on an emotional level, but I also recognize that it is a very privileged experience to be able to run away to an expensive city like London to pursue higher education. Plus then she just walks out of a Master’s degree in literature and right into a prestigious publishing job? It was a little unbelievable and not relatable to many struggling millennials. Her and Rory are running around London going to the theatre and talking about high brow literary classics while the rest of their generation are struggling to find jobs that enable them to pay off loans and still be able to afford a place to live.

So it could be easy to dismiss Adelaide, but at the end of the day, she struggled with her mental health just like any other person (as did Rory). The difference is that Adelaide, as a woman, has been conditioned to ignore her pain, whereas Rory is content to wallow in it and lord his loss over Adelaide. 

So there you go, I guess I do know what to make about this book! One of the reasons I love writing reviews so much is because it gives me the opportunity to reflect on a book and it helps me to collect and process my thoughts. This is definitely not a must read book and it is incredibly sad, but if you feel like exercising your feelings and escaping deep into the psyche of another person, then check it out. Genevieve Wheeler definitely commits to this character and it makes for an impressive debut.

Yellowface

Rating: ⭐⭐⭐.5
Author: R.F. Kuang
Genres: Fiction
Pub. Date: May 2023

Yellowface was one of my most anticipated books of the year, so I was thrilled to receive an advance copy from Harper Collins in exchange for an honest review.

My anticipation of this book might come as a bit of a surprise seeing as I DNF’d Babel, but the synopsis of Yellowface was completely irresistible to me after I read and loved Disorientation by Elaine Hsieh Chou last year. The two books have a lot in common, but are both entirely different beasts. Of the two, I’d definitely recommend Disorientation first, but Yellowface is still an interesting read.

Yellowface is about two friends, Athena Liu and June Hayward. Athena is the bright, young author who receives critical acclaim for her debut novel and watches all her subsequent books become bestsellers and get optioned for TV. Though they went to the same university, June’s debut novel is a flop and she can’t help but be jealous of Athena’s success. They’re barely even friends really and June has never understood why Athena hangs out with her (me either to be honest) – to June, Athena has always been the kind of girl you love to hate.

Then June plays witness to Athena’s tragic death and in a moment of impulsive opportunity, steals Athena’s most recent manuscript, which hasn’t been seen by anyone. The manuscript is incredible, but still needs a lot of work and June figures that without her loving care, the novel would never become a true masterpiece, making the work as much hers as it was Athena’s. Suddenly June is catapulted into the career she always wanted and envied Athena for. But will she be found out for what she’s done? Someone seems to be hot on her tail and June becomes haunted by the ever watchful presence of Athena’s ghost. Can she reconcile her actions or will ghosts forever lurk around her.

The premise of this book is really smart. Underneath the obvious plot, this is a story about the pitfalls of the publishing industry. With only 5 major publishing houses, it’s a tight knit industry to break into and it examines the inherent racist and classist structures that exist in any long standing industry. Although even more interesting, it examines whether bestselling books are written or made.

What makes it intriguing is Kuang’s approach to the narrative. She doesn’t write this story from Athena’s point of view, but rather from June’s. As a young Asian American author, it would be so easy for her to write from Athena’s perspective about her experience in the publishing industry, but instead she decides to flip the narrative on its head by writing about it from the perspective of a white woman.

In some ways, writing speaks for itself – Athena became a bestseller on her own merits – and her work is equally undeniable in June’s hands. But what is interesting, is the way June is treated by her publishing team as a white woman. What I do think is missing from this book is the contrast to how Athena achieves her success. It’s alluded to that she had to fight against systemic injustice in getting her novels published, but it’s not explored in any depth. Rather we see how easy it is for June and how her publishing firm is willing to stand behind her no matter what allegations are made against her. It’s interesting to watch how they brand her, intentionally creating ambiguity in her identity to thwart future criticism about “own voices”. So I would have liked to see a little more contrast between the two experiences. It’s no real shock to me that the industry is white-washed, instead show me how this impacts young minority authors like Athena.

As the novel advances, June’s deceitfulness grows, as does her boldness. The plot becomes more and more chaotic, which was everything I wanted. Disorientation was a satirical novel that descended entirely into chaos. Yellowface is also satirical, though not quite as outlandish as Disorientation. If anything though, I wanted Yellowface to really go there. I’m sure some readers don’t like it when books veer into unbelievability, but for a book like this I feel the contrast only serves to highlight systemic injustice. Although as I alluded to above, I think the contrast is somewhat missing from this book. June is a brazen character, but without the contrast of what Athena experienced as a writer, it’s harder for the reader to understand exactly how privileged June’s experience is when we don’t know the realities of the publishing industry ourselves.

So despite this being a pretty scathing assessment of the publishing industry, my main comment is that I think Kuang could have actually done more. I said in my review of Babel that despite Kuang’s impressive understanding of language, her key themes are actually pretty basic. For such a long book, I found Babel to be very repetitive. Likewise in Yellowface, the premise is brilliant, but I thought her ideas were repetitive and a bit tired. This is basically one long look at white privilege and the ignorance of white people. I think it’s an entertaining book and an important message, but I feel like Elaine Hsieh Chou tackled SO much more in Disorientation and the discussion was a lot more nuanced, whereas Yellowface takes one central idea and exhausts it in the extreme.

Chou looks not only at systemic racism in academia, but explores in depth about identity and how her main character perceives the other white and asian people around her. Any discussion around identity is effectively silenced in Yellowface because the only Asian character chokes on a pancake. I wanted to see Kuang stretch her ideas a little more. Like I said, it’s still a great exploration of systemic racism, it just didn’t challenge my thinking in quite the same way.

But please don’t take this as too harsh of a criticism because it’s not for our limited Asian-American authors to carry this entire weight on their shoulders. As is evident, they face enough barriers and challenges in getting published at all. It actually says a lot about Kuang’s skill (and Chou’s) that their books inspire such analysis because that means their narratives are being published and promoted more. Despite me wanting more from the book, it still left me with this lengthy review and a lot to chew on. I would still recommend the book and I devoured it over the course of two days. Kuang is a great author and kudos to Harper Collins for their willingness to publish a book that looks so closely at the publishing industry.

Emily Wilde’s Encyclopaedia of Faeries

Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐
Author: Heather Fawcett
Genres: Fantasy, Historical
Pub. Date: Jan. 2023

I’ve been a fan of Heather Fawcett for years (BC based author!) and I’m so glad to see so much buzz about Emily Wilde this year! If you liked this one, definitely go check out her YA series, Even the Darkest Stars, which I also love. Besides that she has a few middle grade books that are still a lot of fun. I’ve seen Emily described as “cozy fantasy” and I would describe all her books that way.

Because her last few books have all been middle grade, I assumed Emily Wilde was also middle grade. I was delighted to learn that it’s actually her first adult fantasy! It reads a bit more like YA, but there’s definitely some violence in here. It’s very infrequent and not gratuitous, but who knew such handsome faeries could be so casually violent when they get angry. 

Anyways, let’s get into it – Emily Wilde’s Encyclopaedia of Faeries is set in the fictional country of Ljosland (although Google informed me this is also a small village in Norway). It’s appropriate because Ljosland is a cold, northern country that made me think of Finland or Iceland (or Norway). Emily is a young professor who has been working for many years writing an encyclopaedia of faeries and this is her last field trip to research “the hidden ones”. 

Initially she finds it hard to fit in in cold Ljosland and is not sure why the villagers have rejected her. Things get even more challenging when her enigmatic colleague Wendell Bambleby arrives at her cottage and she fears he has come to piggyback off her research and success. However, the two soon discover that there is something nefarious going on between the hidden ones and the villagers and Emily must apply all her research of faeries to help protect the villagers.

This is quite different from most other fantasy novels I’ve read and even though I found it a bit slow moving, I really enjoyed it. I’ve always said that Heather Fawcett is great at creating setting and atmosphere and this novel was no exception. She really excels at writing these desolate, cold landscapes and despite the chill, I love to escape into them. What I liked about this book is that Fawcett trusts her reader to be able to infer information and context without spelling it out for them. This world is very similar to our own world (though set in 1909), with only subtle changes in terms of geography and the existence of faeries. Her world building is strong and I felt like I walked straight into this slightly kooky world that was fully realized without a lot of tedious info dumping. In short – she’s good at showing, not telling. A skill many fantasy authors have not been able to hone.

Emily is a great character. She’s relatable, yet flawed. She’s intelligent, capable, and quick-witted, yet she recognizes when she should ask for help. She makes lots of smart decisions and plays hero to several of the villagers, yet she also makes mistakes and requires a rescue of her own. Despite being set in a fantastical world of faeries, she’s incredibly genuine and believable, which I think will appeal to a lot of readers.

Like any good fantasy, this story also has a side-romance. It’s definitely subtle, but this is one of my favourite types of romances. It doesn’t dominate the storyline, rather Fawcett focuses on relationship building, while weaving a simple element of romance between the characters. Their love is tangential to the story, but makes it so much more meaningful because of it. Any good series author will also weave ongoing plotlines throughout multiple novels, which Fawcett has done, so I can’t wait to see where this relationship goes in the next book.

So overall, there was a lot to like about this book, but I do have some criticisms as well, mostly with the ending. The book moves along at a pretty slow pace – I didn’t mind it, but overall I thought it had some pacing issues. What I didn’t like was how quickly everything wrapped up at the end of the book. I felt like the story ended too quickly and was not resolved. There’s no real conclusion to the conflict the village was having with the faeries and it seemed to me like Emily and Wendell were just disappearing off into the night without accomplishing their objectives. Otherwise, it was a really fun book. I’ll definitely be picking up book 2 when it releases and may now have to get to a few of her backlist books that I haven’t read yet!

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What was the most frustrating to me was how Emily stopped the poisoning plot because “it didn’t feel right”, basically because it wasn’t in line with the faeries stories and she didn’t want to see things ended that way. So instead they run away and leave things even more unresolved in my opinion. As a reader, it just didn’t feel very satisfying. I was hoping to see some resolution in Emily and Wendell’s relationship as well, but that one I could accept because it will be continued in book 2. It doesn’t sound like we’ll be returning to Ljosland, so the poor village is going to be more or less left on their own. Overall, I just felt like I had whiplash from how quickly the story ended and it left me feeling a bit unsettled and incomplete. I would have liked to see a bit more closure to the main plot points. It just felt a bit sloppy.